A MONTH...REALY are you sure it hasn't been a year?

We have been home for a month, but it really hasn't felt like a month. It has felt like longer!!!!!! When i look back on our experience at TMS although it was 4 months it never felt that way. Since i got home i have been trying to determine if it felt shorter, or longer. And after taking some time to think it over i have decided that it felt MUCH shorter. I think this is because at every moment that i was awake whether it was walking into the bathroom in the morning to take a shower (praying that i am the first one so i can get the good shower), or staying up until i am the last one up in the dorm i knew that there was ALWAYS someone that i needed RIGHT THEN they were only a few feet away. I think the biggest thing that i have missed coming home is that there is not someone there (that i like) at all times. What i have come to really appreciate is being with people that you truly like so you are able to look past who you are with and into just having a good time. Every moment was filled with one of you and thats what made TMS so short BUT so great. Not being able to have people around me that i can talk to at all times has been boring, and i have found myself rotting away in front of the tv and computer making my days last fffffooooorrrreeeeeeeevvvvvvveeeeerrrrr. BUT even as my days feel so long being able to talk to you knowing that you guys are only a phone call or keystroke away has made me feel so much better. I am living TMS through messages, letters, and calls but i am happy with that because thats MUCH better than what i had before. Even if my days seem more boring than before my highs are so much higher (i thought about this sentence and it sounded so cliche but whatever it says what i want to get across...oh well). I hope you guys are having a great summer and the summary of this post is that i had such a great time at TMS and even at home you guys are the gum to my blowpop (but much more long lasting because that gum lasts for way too short for my liking). Well Miss and Love you all!