last night i had prom and i was abruptly thrown back into my school's social scene but instead of being able to flicker easily among crowds of pinned up and squeezed in girls i found myself completely uninterested. groups i once felt such a part of feel distant and i just have to fake it....
my guy friends seem shallow and i...well...i don't know...

i'm home all summer and far from you all and i'm just afraid i'll isolate myself...

what a happy note-my apologizes.