Wednesday, June 2, 2010

I love you all. My biggest fear in coming home was that i would fall back into a place where it seemed as though I had never left. I'm worried that my biggest fear is coming true. I've been back to my school for club meetings and some of my friends big senior project presentations and nothing there has changed, but I feel as though I have. How do I keep everything I gained by going to Mountain School and yet still live my life here?
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  1. TMS Spring '10June 2, 2010 at 2:23 PM

    I am in exactly the same boat. I feel as if I'm transforming back into the person I was at home to begin with, isolating myself from my family and spending a lot of time on my own. I don't want to be the same person I was before. It scares me that I'm slowly beginning to feel as if I was never away from home to begin with.

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  2. TMS Spring '10June 4, 2010 at 6:04 AM

    NEVER FEAR!
    please don't be sad. It is impossible for any of us to live in the past and stay at the mountain school. But pick the parts of your home self and your home life that you have always liked the most and focus on enjoying those. Also, allow yourself to think these depressing thoughts but don't spend time overanalyzing them or worrying about what it means to be thinking them. too much work. Plus, even if you don't like your home self, we will always know you as the Vermont version. which we love

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