Does anyone else feel like this fall is going to be awful? I've only been in school since Monday and homework + sports + college stuff + being back at my school are making my life so miserable right now. My friends are all acknowledging that "they're going through it too" when I try to talk to them about it but they are not, in fact, having to deal with returning to high school and living with their parents after spending a semester away. I had a great relationship with my parents while I wasn't living at home but now that school has started it's a pile of broken shards of glass- when I was stressed at TMS they'd try to calm me down and reassure me, and now they're the ones bugging me to go to bed and do my homework and "why haven't you finished this or that yet?" I'm just so frustrated by the entire scenario. My coach is being obnoxious at the moment and I just feel like an angsty teen who is mad at the world for no apparent reason. Everything is spiraling out of control and it's driving me crazy. I either need to be a 5 year old again or for it to be the fall of 2011 when I'm in college. Right here and right now are not working for me.
Thanks for letting me rant.
there's no gettin around it. first semester senior year is going to suck, always was, and the fact that we just got out of tms makes it exponentially worse. but we still got each other. i love you and i hope that makes it better
ReplyDeletei keep wishing i was just in college already too, and be done with the immaturity of high school. but itll be gone before you know it, and like the person before me, we have eachother
ReplyDeletelove you