i just talked to my friend whom i had not really talked much to in the last couple months

we've always been really great friends. he's one of my best friends

but circumstances like the fact that we both are extremely busy and go to different schools made it hard to keep in touch

but today i talked to him for a little bit and he made me appreciate how good my senior year is going

i thought it was so shitty. there's a never- ending amount of work and stress. always so many things i need to do.

but then he told me about how he has all that to worry about. and everyone at his school has started cutting and random people he isnt even good friends with will tell him about it. and he has a friend who's mom is supposed to die tonight. the doctors said she wouldn't make it through the night. and he's having major problems with his relationship with his mom

and i felt so bad for him

and did my best to be supportive and there for him and say that he'd get through it

but it also made me really appreciate what i have right now

my class at school is SO SUPPORTIVE through this entire process. I feel like my friends are all really there for me if i need them and all really rooting for me in a way. it's not so much competitive as it is we're all going through this and we'll all get through this together

although my relationship with my parents has been a little rocky recently, right now its pretty good.

and on top of that i have all of you guys to be there for me if i need you

i guess i just needed to get these feelings out there somewhere.. to tell somebody.

so i'm telling all of you

thank-you

we'll all get through this.