I am doing much better now, but there was a period where my parents put me on anti-depressants because I kept breaking down about leaving TMS. It didn't last long (thank goodness) but it really helped looking on the blog and seeing that other people had similar difficulties. For me, this is the only outlet for expressing grief. However, Mountain School was FUN!!! I miss that fun, and I especially miss sharing fun with you. Sooooo.... fun things about my life now:
1) I have started playing raquetball. I am terrible and scream bloody murder whenever the ball comes close to me. However, my screams frighten my opponents so I end up winning a lot of matches. I therefore am ranked rather well, and made (HAHAHAHAHA) varsity. My coaches rolled their eyes when they saw.
2) I started this telepathy thing with my friends where we would think what we wanted to say (+eye contact, body language ect). At first it was just funny, but now.... it works. We learn to look for different cues, it's like another language!!
3) I convinced my sister to cut all her hair off (I still marvel over how much power I have over her)
I love this post. I miss you.
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