Memories

i was talking to one of my friends who is at tms right now and he was asking what the last week was like since their semester ends on the 19th, a week from today. as i started telling him what is was like, i started remember other things, random days from before spring break, the first few days and how much closer we grew after spring break, after solo and especially in the last week. then i remembered closing caucus and the closing ceremony and how we were all sat out on garden hill on friday night and then on library hill on saturday afternoon and then actually saying goodbye to people and watching them drive away. i got a lump in my throat and my eyes kinda welled up and even as im writing this now i feel like crying again. i guess as this semester comes to an end, i am finally realizing that we will never be together like that again. after mountain school, i just blocked the end out, the tears, leaving and thinking about the way we were. im a little depressed because of it and its really comforting to know that in 3 weeks, most of us will be together, probably crammed into some small space just like we were on that first night back from spring break in the derby common room or during the closing ceremony how we were all in the center circle. memories like that is what is going to keep me going through the last week of school before vacation. i love you spring 10.